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Examples of Arnt Haakon Aanesen's production of text.

Boy of Distance (2017)

Why do you know me so fucking well,

I never told you.

Why did you catch me when I fell, 

I never let you.

Your face tells me love's what I deserve.

And when all of those feelings start to merge in me.

I really hate you.

Boy from distance, call my name

Boy, you're too close being too far away.

Boy, boy - what we would become,

but there's no such freedom.

They did me wrong, you do me right.

How did you read me?

You try to convince me what you might;

You wanna lead me.

Excuse me, you're not allowed this floor.

But hell how you make me wanna open doors,

Cause you love me.

Boy from distance, call my name

Boy, you're too close being too far away.

Boy, boy - what we would become,

but there's no such freedom.

Taste the feeling of losing you (2016)

I wanna taste the feeling of losing you

When you don't return my love, I do it too.

Don't wanna waste the healing you got me to.

Love got me strong

You are the one

All of my trust surrounds you

It's like a curse

And all my heart is given.

My sheet has slurs.

But always when I find you,

the morning brings a day,

And my longing finds an ending

With freedom's soothing ray.

I wanna taste the feeling of losing you

When you don't return my love, I do it too.

Don't wanna waste the healing you got me to.

Love got me strong

You are the one

So,

Call me when it's over,

or text my soul.

If you drain all my power,

just seal the hole

It might be my reaction

to all your care for me.

You change my reason's diction,

and all what I can be

I wanna taste the feeling of losing you

When you don't return my love, I do it too.

Don't wanna waste the healing you got me to.

Love got me strong

You are the one

Nuclear (2017)

In the morning of your hunger 

I'm nearby you even stronger

In the burst of all your longing 

I will solve you while we're bonding.

In the youth of your own loving

I will nourish all your hunting

In the absence of real safety

I'm right here.

Don't let me bomb that nuclear.

Don't let me bomb that nuclear

of us.

Bomb that nuclear.

Or -

Let us destroy.

(Your poison is my lust

Dead blood

Wake me

Do you wanna slay all there is,

Then love me.)

Online (2016)

With words of sex and pleasure,
I found your heart.

I told you stories
With passion, lust became our goal.
You saw my pictures, you fell in love

I'm the man of your dreams - but only online.

All my love is for real - but only online.

And I am here for you, but only here.

This game means no one’s winning.

It’s just for fun.

Make my orgasm.

I’m empty, holes are digging big.

But love yah!

I'm the man of your dreams - but only online.

All my love is for real - but only online.

And I am here for you, but only here.

Some years ago, I was a fragile boy.

These men made me a greedy toy.

I'm the man of your dreams - but only online.

All my love is for real - but only online.

And I am here for you, but only here.

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Reason (2015)

There’s a reason for my heart,

To be swelled beneath your art.

It’s my season to free,

All the fire I wanna be,

Lend me your key.

Through my longing, I have found.

That a faith surround our bond

Let me find you - again.

It is safe to hold my hand.

To keep I intend.

Hold me. Trembling skin,

All my soul will let you in.

As you hold me, as it might be, as you hold me.

Memorize me on your skin

Let me be your only sin

I am with you, at last we’re on our own,

I’m shivering.

Reason,

take control.

Intuition rules my soul.

I am done now with tears,

Love's the reason for my ears.

I have loved

I have loved

Therefore I live

Love made me conquer death.

Many times. I live out of survival.

I depend very little on me.

Having no one, I wouldn’t have myself.

Loving myself is not my thing.

You might think so, and it might seem that way, like everywhere,

But it is not who I am.

Showing my life is a way of hiding my sorrow.

The more you smile, the more people like you.

We have to love. I love.

Quit loving and you die. 

You don’t need love. You need to love.

I have loved. I have lived.

I hope to love more. But it is not for sure anymore.

I have loved ones to love.

My urge to love is stronger than ever.

But the eternal source I loved from is empty.

You can’t fill it with your love.

You might want to, but it will only float above.

That is why my life is everywhere.

I am no longer.

I have loved.

I was here.

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